The door slams I wake up   Another illusion I have made up for this   I cry, I swept away every tear that I've cried   And I swear this was your choice   So save me from falling with the sound of your voice      Are you lonely? Do you hold back?   Will the road ahead keep you on track?   I know what you made was real for   But I can't help to die just a little bit more      I'll miss your every moment   And I can't hold it, and I swear   I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness   I can't say goodbye, say goodbye      So here goes my last chance   I'm a hopeless romantic and I don't understand   Why you won't, why you wanna show   Your dangerously, into me, and it's tragic so pathetic   I'm in love with you and you just don't get it      So when you lay your head at night do you think of me?   Do you think it's right to leave me here to kick myself   To hate myself for all that I've felt      I'll miss your every moment   And I can't hold it, and I swear   I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness   I can't say goodbye, say goodbye      So I sit here finding a way   Surrounded but still lonely   Your absence here doesn't help      It doesn't help 'cause every time I look to you   A mild depression comes screaming through   I don't know myself, we don't know ourselves      So make me this promise, yeah?   Say it with an object tone   Emotion feeling, can't stop spinning   Just keep breathing, say you need me      I'll miss your every moment   And I can't hold it, and I swear   I'll miss your perfect charming selfishness      I can't watch you go   Why'd you go?