Break break down, steady breakin' me on down   Break break down, steady breakin' me on down   Break break down, steady breakin' me on down   Break break down, steady breakin' me on down      You called yesterday to basically say   That you care for me but that you're just not in love   Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly   And led you to believe I was okay to just walk away from the   One thing that's unyielding and sacred to me      Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it   And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you   But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind   Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside      Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly   'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering   So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night   And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry      So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to   Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue   Of the pain that rejection is putting you through   Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"?   Do you lash out and say how dare you leave this way?   Do you hold in vain as they just slip away?      Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it   And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you   But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind   Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside      Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly   'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering   So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night   And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry      Break break down, steady breakin' me on down   Break break down, steady breakin' me on down   It'll break ya down, only if you let it   Everday crazy situation's rockin' my mind   Tryin' to break me down but I won't let it, forget it      I been feelin' like you breakin' me down   Kickin' me 'round, stressin' me out   I think I better go and get out and let me relieve some stress   Don't ever wanna feel no pain, hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain   Lord, I just will not maintain, yeah, often feel the pressures ya' all   But never the less crazy won't fall, it's over, it's endin' here      Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it   And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you   But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind   Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside      Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly   'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering   So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night   And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry      Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it   And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you   But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind   Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside      Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly   'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering   So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night   Turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry      Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it   And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you   But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind   Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside      Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly   'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering   So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night   And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry