I could feel a hot one taking me down   For a moment, I could feel the force   Fainted to the point of tears   And you were holding on to make a point   What's the point?      I'm but a clean man, stable and alone man   Make it so I won't have to try   The faces always stay the same   So I face the fact that I'm just fine   I said that I'm just fine      I remember, head down,   After you had found out   Manna is a hell of a drug   And I need a little more, I think   Because enough is never quite enough   What's enough?      I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement   Hoping you would show your face   But I haven't heard a thing you've said   In at least a couple hundred days   What'd you say?      I was in the front seat, shaking it out   And I was asking if you felt alright   I never want to hear the truth   I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine   My voice, it sounded fine      I could feel my heartbeat taking me down   And for the moment, I would sleep alright   I'm dealing with a selfish fear   To keep me up another restless night   Another restless night      The blood was dry, it was sober   The feeling of audible cracks   And I could tell it was over   From the curtains that hung from your neck      And I realized that then you were perfect   And my teeth ripping out of my head   And it looked like a painting I once knew   Back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact      To pray for what I thought were angels   Ended up being ambulances   And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter   She was crying inside your stomach      And I felt love again