When I'm awake   Everything is grey and worthless   And when I'm alone   No one even thinks about me   And when I'm in a crowd of people I can't relate   Cuz no one knows the way I feel   Or the way I hate      When I'm awake   When I'm awake   When I'm awake      Tryin for the apathetic   So much for truth   If only I could just forget it   So wear your ribbons and stars like a badge of shame   Share your hollow sentiments and I'll know inside your heart   Inside your heart      When I'm awake   When I'm awake   When I'm awake   When I'm awake      Slipping through the end of everything   (Feel it in my heart in my soul I know it in my brain)   When I'm awake   (Feel it in my heart in my soul I know it in my brain)   I can feel the growing darkness   Deep in the chest   Gathering to come and harm us (ugh!)      When I'm awake   When I'm awake   When I'm awake   When I'm awake   I can't stop the way want   When I'm awake   I can't stop in the way that I want yeah   When I'm awake   I can't stop from killing you   When I'm awake