In my hallucination   I saw my beloved's flower garden   In my vertigo, in my dizziness   In my drunken haze   Whirling and dancing like a spinning wheel      I saw myself as the source of existence   I was there in the beginning   And I was the spirit of love   Now I am sober   There is only the hangover   And the memory of love   And only the sorrow      I yearn for happiness   I ask for help   I want mercy   And my love says:      Look at me and hear me   Because I am here   Just for that      I am your moon and your moonlight too   I am your flower garden and your water too   I have come all this way, eager for you   Without shoes or shawl      I want you to laugh   To kill all your worries   To love you   To nourish you      Oh sweet bitterness   I will soothe you and heal you   I will bring you roses   I, too, have been covered with thorns