deluded into despair   this emptiness   more than i can bear   all i own is pain and sorrow   all i know is guilt   anxiety, disgust of tomorrow   i'm drowning in my filth...      i will never see you as you are   your shallow soul blinds me      all i feel in this weary hour   is weakness and dismay   in solitude   thoughts resolve around your way   all i see is you   slipping further away   lost in a void of grey...      i will never see you as you are   your shallow soul blinds me      i see you   all this hate for you   i feel you   all this love for you      i will never see you as you are   your shallow soul blinds me      i see you   all this hate for you   i feel you   all this love for you