Watching, waiting for a sign from something else   To let me know that I'm not by myself   Turning points and loneliness abound   I'm better off not having you around      I'm far too blind to see   The things you've done to me   This time I've no regard   Time to put up my guard      Looking back on better days,   Keep finding pieces of myself in yesterday   Looking for another way   To break apart the sea of mediocrity.   So hold me down; not any lock   Will keep me from the things I long for   It's time you know   I'm holding back now   Although I don't know how   I ever let you go      Bleeding, forming scars in vain   I'm finding no shelter from the never-ending rain   I'm finding I don't know you, I don't know you   But I, I'll pay you back in kind      The shit has hit the fan   Realize I'm not your man   This time I've no regard   Time to put up your guard      Looking back on better days,   Keep finding pieces of myself in yesterday   Looking for another way   To break apart the sea of mediocrity, oh   So hold me down; not any lock   Will keep me from the things I long for   It's time you know   I'm holding back now   Although I don't know how   I ever let you go