She said, I'm not pointing fingers and he said, yes you are   'Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't   And if I told you I'd been walking out in the dark night thinking   Would you take his truth as alcoholic's word?      Oh, I can't change what's done is done but I can tell you this   Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins   And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying   Though I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me      I'm trying, I'm trying      She sat down on the floor and said, I wish I was stronger   Right now I feel as fragile as glass   And I want to believe you, believe what's held you, has freed you   And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back      My parents think I'm crazy for hanging on this long   But there's nothing I want more for us than to prove to them they're wrong   And I don't wanna be afraid, I don't wanna think you're lying   And though I haven't found the faith, that I need      I'm trying, I'm trying      He asked, do you want me to leave? 'Cause if you do, you know I will   But she said, much to his disbelief, no, I love you still, oh, I love you still      He said, I don't know why I've been the fool but I can tell you this   Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins   Then he dropped down to his knees, by now they both were crying   He said, I haven't been the man I wanna be      But, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying