I guess I never realized   How lonesome I could be   I never thought the time would come   When you'd grow tired of me   Your voice was never sweeter than   The day you said goodbye   You never know how much I hurt   Cause I'm too big to cry      If I knew then what I know now   You'd still be kissin' me   Instead there's someone elses lips   Where my two lips should be   I say, hello, and wish you well   Each time as you walk by   You never know how much I hurt   Cause I'm too big to cry      You never did look lovelier   Than when you walked away   When I can't sleep I don't count sheep   I count mistakes I've made   I can't believe you don't love me   No matter how I try   You never know how much I hurt   Cause I'm too big to cry      It seems so strange to be alone   I never dreamed we'd part   The tears that fall, you'll never see   There fallin' in my heart   To go through life without you're love   I guess I'd rather die   You never know what I go through   Cause I'm too big to cry