Jesus, are you real?   Did we make you up?   Is salvation what you want   Or is faith enough?      Do you know where I?m bound?   Do you know who I am?   Are you just a word I use   When I don?t understand?      Standing like a statue in the sea   In a little truck stop in Tennessee   And bombs are crashing down in waves   On a giant TV screen      And I am struck   I cannot move to make it stop   What can I do? People are dying in their beds   While this flag flies over our heads      Jesus, are you stronger than a loaded gun?   I?m beginning to believe you?re not the only one   Strong enough to show your love, strong enough to give   Strong enough to go through hell, strong enough to live      And all night long I sat with you   In a darkened hospital room   And nurses checked in by the hour   I was made aware of a higher power      And how this fragile life we live   Is not ours to keep but ours to give   What in the world am I gonna do   If anything should happen to you?      All I do is doubt you, God   All is do is love you, God   All I do is question you   What else can I do?      This world was never solid ground   The past is coming back around   All I do is search for you   What else can I do?      And when I say I search for you   I mean I search for peace   I search for hope, I search for love   And one day for release      Jesus, my life does not feel the same   New things happen everyday, things I can?t explain   But I am not a man of faith, I?m a man of truth   But is this feeling in my heart, is this feeling proof?      When you do not know, you know   And when you know, you do not know   And when you think you do, you die   And when you do not think, you grow      Are we left here in the dark   Or are we left here in the light?   It seems to me that both are true   And it?s up to us to know what?s right      All I do is doubt you, God   All is do is love you, God   All I do is question you   What else can I do?      This world was never solid ground   Religion cannot help me now   All I do is search for you   What else can I do?      And when I say I search for you   I mean I search for peace   I search for hope, I search for love   And one day for release      God give me strength to accept the things   That I just cannot know   And even when I lose control   I will not let you go