Somewhere else it will not be much the same   The grass is always greener   Everytime I will for sure win the game   This pain won't be forever   See the struggle I'm leaving deep inside   It was not right in my mind   So a friend in need is a friend indeed   It will pay you back in kind      It's hard to be sorry,   This feeling is growing   I need to walk away,   Can you keep me from bleeding   I feel out of place,   Don't count me in no more   I'm totally in the dark,   Black is really the color   You can tell me stupid,   But tied up are my hands   Life has turned to distress,   All I needed was some friends   I've been fading away,   Don't know what next will come   Don't want to live this way,   Can't stand town where I'm from      Have to leave my last tears felt down   Nothing left to get,   There's nothing anymore to give   Looks so small, the pleasure is gone   And for having betrayed me,   I will never forgive   A change I'm only waiting for   Instead of joy I needed,   I felt such frustration   The time I don't want to ignore   It's been a real struggle   And such a desillusion      Pay, pay for my tears   I swear to do it   Lost, i'm lost in years   Life it doesn't fit