I feel so bad   Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have   No, please don't tell me that   What's lost is lost, it's never gonna come back home      I walk in circles when there's no one around   Try to find my own direction   I test the water but it burns my hand   As I disfigure my reflection   I've been a good girl but you let me down      I feel so bad   Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have   No, please don't tell me that   What's lost is lost, it's never gonna come back home      I lie in silence and I just can't sleep   How I long for your affection   My eyes are tired and my body is weak   I can't handle this rejection   And I think it's mean how you let me down      I feel so bad   Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have   No, please don't tell me that   What's meant to be is meant to be, it's no consolation      I'll carry on proving everyone wrong   I will succeed      I feel so bad   Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have   No, please don't tell me that   What's lost is lost, it's never gonna come back home      I feel so bad   Never felt like this 'bout anything I never have   No, please don't tell me that   What's meant to be is meant to be, it's no consolation