Everyone I thought I can count on   Has let me die   Everyone I thought I could lean on   Has made me cry      Every time I close my eyes   There's nothing there   Feeling empty is all I have left   There's nothing else to bare      And I realize that I've lost my mind   And I realize that I am the lie   It's over, my time to shine   I'm already dead, so why can't I die?      Everything I thought I could see   Has disappeared   Everything I thought I could be   Has been drowned by fear      Somehow it seems all I can do   Is sit and stare   Somehow nothing good seems to last   Or was it ever there?      And I realize that I've lost my mind   And I realize that I am the lie   It's over, my time to shine   I'm already dead, so why can't I die?   Why can't I die?      Somehow it seems all I can do   Is sit and stare   Somehow nothing good seems to last      And I realize that I've lost my mind   And I realize that I am the lie   It's over, my time to shine   I'm already dead, so why can't I?      Realize, that I've lost my mind   I'm already dead, so why can't I die?