I've decided I'm done, don't care to move on   Not used to losing someone   If I lost fate, was no choice I made   Except the excuse of no one      Your careful silence   Can't replace your stupid smiles   Casseroles and handshakes can't restore   Twelve damn years of ours, you stole me      I don't dare to try again   They said time will heal and time will mend   And on Halloween, the last time you left   If I knew you were never coming back      I would've held on to that last day   Instead of here's your keys   The last thing I'd say would be I love you   Just in case I'm only myself when I'm with you baby   I'll be with you someday      Take down my mirror   My pictures of costumes and you   Put aside posters and books and aged fortunes   And all this reminds me of you      With a pat on the back they say   Honey, it's time to move on   And sure we can find you a hobby   Now that he's gone, I stole you      I don't dare to try again   They said time will heal and time will mend   And on Halloween, the last time you left   If I knew you were never coming back      I would've held on to that last day   Instead of here's your keys   The last thing I'd say would be I love you   Just in case I'm only myself when I'm with you baby      They don't understand   We were like this since the first time we met   We were born holding hands      Give me flowers and cards   I'll smile all they want   If they give me what I want   Give me what I want      I don't dare to try again   They said time will heal and time will mend   And on Halloween, the last time you left   If I knew you were never coming back      I would've held on to that last day   Instead of here's your keys   The last thing I'd say would be I love you   Just in case I'm only myself when I'm with you baby   I'll be with you someday