So this is what it feels like   To be the one left behind   To give it all you've got then find   You've already changed your mind      And this is what it sounds like   Cryin' on the bed that we both made   Waiting for a sign that you just can't give me   Any kind of sign      And I don't wanna be here wide awake   Clinging to a love that can't be saved   And hangin' off the edge of   Every word that you say      And so I asked myself, "Do I love you so much   That I'm willin' to let you go?"   And at the tip of my tongue the answer was "Yes"   But at the bottom of my heart I'm wondering      Did I say that? Oh, no no   Did I say that? Oh   Sometimes, you know I over react   And what I say is not a matter of fact   And I wish that I could take it all back      And you know I'd drag myself   Through fire at your side   And you know the gates of Heaven   Are surely open wide      And I need some sympathy here   And I need someone to call my own   I'm standing in the light of my mistakes   And beggin' you, "Come home"      And I know you need   Some time to run and hide   But the truth is hard to swallow   When you're choking on your pride      So I asked myself, "Do I love you so much   That I'm willin' to let you go?"   And at the tip of my tongue the answer was "Yes"   But at the bottom of my mind I'm wondering      Did I say that? Oh, no no   Did I say that? Oh   Sometimes, you know I over react   And what I say is not a matter of fact   And I wish that I could take it all back      But I said that   And I wish that I could take it all back      And I need some sympathy here   And I want a love to call my own   I wanna take you in the back seat now   And slowly drive you home      And I know you need   Some time to run and hide   But the truth is hard to swallow   When you're choking on your pride      And I don't wanna be this wide awake   Fighting for a love that I can't save   And hangin' off the edge of every word you say   Knowing that it might make me cry      And don't want to be this complicating   You can drag it out but I'll be waiting   I stumbled on, "I love you", tonight   But it sounded like 'Goodbye'      Did I say that, did I say that?   Oh, did I tell you that I loved you 'cause it   Would've been a matter of fact?      Did I say that?   (This time I'm not letting go)   Did I say that?   (This time I'll have and I'll hold)   Oh, did I tell you that I loved you 'cause it   Would've been a matter of fact?      Oh, did I say that?   (This time I'm walking through fire)   Did I say that?   (This time I'll feed your desire)   Did I say that?   (This time I'll stand by your side)   Oh, did I say that?   (This time I will be your pride)      Oh, did I say that?   (This time I'm not letting go)   Did I say that?   (This time I'll have and I'll hold)   Did I say that?   (This time I'm walking through fire)   Did I say that?   And I wish that I could take it all back      So this is what it feels like   To be the one left behind   To give it all you've got then find   That you've already changed your mind