On that day I finally saw it through wide open eyes   And on that day another autumn day I saw the lies   And I said stop, cause I can't breathe   Let me take away the blinding light   And I said stop, I can't breathe   Got to find my way out of this circus ring reality now      And I can't wait to shut it out tonight   And I can't wait to leave this all behind   And timelines blur the faces everything and all   And in the meantime I'll just fall      On that day I finally saw it through wide open eyes   On that day I lost the sweet denial and saw the lies   And I said stop, cause I can't breathe   Got to find my way out of this circus ring reality now      And I can't wait to shut it out tonight   And I can't wait to leave this all behind   And timelines blur the faces everything and all   And in the meantime I'll just fall      Let me know how to deal with screaming here in silence slowly drowning   I'm slowly drowning   Maybe I'll just take my pills that take away the laughter pain and all   Take it away it all   Please make me feel alive and real and take away this need   And take these dreams that hold me down now      And I can't wait to shut it out tonight   And I can't wait to leave this all behind   And timelines blur the faces everything and all   And in my own time I will fall   In my own time I might fall   In my own time I will fall