In my hour of need   Ha, no you were not there   And though I reached out for you   You wouldn't lend a hand      Through the darkest hour   Grace did not shine on me   Feels so cold, very cold   No one cares for me      Did you ever think I get lonely   Did you ever think that I needed love   Did you ever think to stop thinking   You're the only one that I'm thinking of      You'll never know how hard I tried   To find my space and satisfy you too   Things will be better when I'm dead and gone   Don't try to understand, knowing you, I'm probably wrong      But oh, how I lived my life for you   Still you'd turn away   Now, as I die for you   My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name      All these years I thought I was wrong   Now, I know it was you   Raise you head, raise your face, your eyes   Tell me who you think you are      I walk, I walk alone   Into the promised land   There's a better place for me   But it's far, far away      Everlasting life for me   In a perfect world   But I gotta die first   Please God send me on my way      Time has a way of taking time   Loneliness is not only felt by fools   Alone I call to ease the pain   Yearning to be held by you, alone so alone, I'm lost      Consumed by the pain   The pain, the pain, the pain   Won't you hold me again   You just laughed, ha, ha, bitch      My whole life is work built on the past   But the time has come   When all things shall pass   This good thing passed away