In my heart of hearts   My loving you has waned   It seems my only passions   are the ones that bring you pain      In my heart of hearts   I never meant to strain   All your choices and ideals,   for I know how it feels   to be left out in the rain      It keeps spraying drops,   and like lollypops   We try to get down to the middle   The first one there seems to have the most care   while the other plays second fiddle      But that second fiddle is an integral part   for the structure of the whole   If there'd be no fiddle, we'd have no middle   and we'd melt like heated snow      The rain, it ceased,   for a day at least   and the happiness ensued   The caring that I lacked   now has your back   while I solemnly pay my dues      You know I said, "I do"   and I meant it, too   I just forgot how to care   I owe a whole lot to the one I've got   and I'm glad you're still standing there      In my heart of hearts   My loving you had waned   It seemed my only passions   were the ones that brought you pain      In my heart of hearts   I never meant to strain   All your choices and ideals,   for I know how it feels   to be left out in the rain