Think I push too hard   I think that's what you said   So why would I want to stay   Oh no, no, see all of my mistakes   Watch the whole thing coming down      But I could never wait   To wake up to alarms   Before it gets that bad   Oh no, no, I'm already gone   Kicking down the open doors      I wish you would say   When I fuck up that it's okay   That it's just a scrape   All this blood's gonna wash away      Sunlight on your face   On these too cold December days   I'll look past the stains   Oh, how they wash, how they wash away      What is left to say   When I can't count on my words   Before the first snow stays   Oh no, no, but I will be so far   To the north of any place      I wish you would say   When I fuck up that it's okay   That it's just a scrape   All this blood's gonna wash away      Sunlight on your face   On these too cold December days   I'll look past the stains   How they wash, how they wash away      I wish you would say   When I fuck up that it's okay   That it's just a scrape   All this blood's gonna wash away      Sunlight on your face   On these too cold December days   I'll look past the stains   How they wash, how they wash away   Shadows they don't stain   They just wash, they just wash away