I'm so tired    But you probably don't even    Know what I mean   I'm full of contradictions    And hypocrisies   I'm so tired    I don't even know which side of    The fighting I'm on   And if I wanted no part of it   You'd say I was doing something wrong      Today was just like yesterday    And the day before   I've been taking myself    So goddamn seriously    And I can't recall what for   I can t feel the sunshine anymore      I'm so tired    Of bitching to myself    And wrapping up my true emotions    To please everyone else   I'm so tired    Of bitching at all    Because life becomes so cynical   When you're waiting to fall   And I'm waiting to fall      Today was just like yesterday    And the day before   I've been taking myself    So goddamn seriously    And I can't recall what for   I can t feel the sunshine anymore      I'm so inspired    But you know short-lived    Inspiration can be   I'll brag about my self-improvement    Which just ends up lost   Inside of me   I've no faith in justice   Corrupted by wealth   And I've no faith in my peers   Only a fading faith inside myself      Today was just like yesterday    And the day before   I've been taking myself    So goddamn seriously    And I can't recall what for   I can t feel the sunshine anymore