You're smiling but I sense fear when you say, abandon ship   and there's land near    And the water is deep around my knees, but still I don't   believe.   At another time I would have followed you anywhere, but not   now   You said I was a shackle to you, well you always say the most   violent things, my dear.   You're smiling as you climb into another idea of what it   means to be you    And I'm supposed to follow and I'm not supposed to mind that   you keep leaving me behind.   You said that I was a shackle to you well you always say the   vilest things, my dear.