Look at you, you're just as blind   Trying to grab your little piece of mind   And you want to hold it near but you know you can't keep it      Say a little, should suffice   But more than a little of you is so nice   And you give me what I want      Not when I need it   Not when I need it   Well I find it all the time   Not when I need it      No two days are quite the same   I look at me life I really can't complain   And you come so easily      Not when I need it   Not when I need it   Well I find it all the time   Not when I need it      The feeling's getting out of hand   But I can't have you on demand   I can hang onto a dream   But I can't hold it      Late at night I'm filled with fear   That I can't take for granted that you'll always be near   And it makes me hate myself      To think I can't see it   Not when I need it   Not when I need it   Well I find it all the time   Not when I need it   Well I find it all the time   Not when I need it   Well I find it all the time   Not when I need it