i miss the way you make me feel   so cold and alone, so cold and alone   i miss the way you make me wait   by the telephone to tell you i'm trying to get by   learning how to tie my own noose   because you win and i lose   it's been so hard but you've been so smooth      so play it off and pretend    you never know what you got yourself into   i'll play it off and pretend   i never meant a word i said   now i'm starting to realize    that getting lost in your eyes   was the worst move, you win and i lose      forever isn't long enough    to get over giving so much up   to someone who will throw it all away   and a smile can only hide so much    i choose death over your touch   i fell head over heels into my grave      i count my lucky stars    i thank God i've seen a smile like yours   but don't take it as a compliment    just know it's straight from the heart   now i'm driving around yeah to get lost    just to find myself at any cost    if i hit the brakes my heart will stop   i'm taking comfort in the dark   i keep saying i know your not mine   but i'm praying that you'll be alright   because it's hard to let go of the ones you love   and i keep hoping for the best   as this wound heals in my chest   i know one day my best will be enough      i miss the way you make me feel so cold and alone