Am I sleepin or am I awake   What makes you think you can treat me this way   I have waited for you all of my life   Finally your here for me   You'll see   Your not the person I thought you to be   Fankly I can't see that wonderful person in my thoughts anymore   I can't see the gleam in your eyes   That was once there before   Don't try to be someone your not   I loved the person you used to be   Why did you have to change   Am I sleeping or am I awake   I can't believe I spend all of these days just waiting for a person that no longer exsists   I will keep looking for the person that once was here   I sometimes see him deep inside of you   I sometimes see a little bit of that glisten in your eyes   But the voice thats coming through   It isnt the one I am used to hearing or the one I thought I knew   What happened to all those good times   At the movies and pinics in the park   The games that we used to play until our curfew at dark   I used to call you up on the phone and you'd be so happy to hear me   We used to go fishing in that big pond and watch football on that flat screen TV   I don't know wether its a dream or wether is real but it does't really seem to matter   Because the person I used to know.. is gone   So I'm just going to keep persisting    Until I find the real you..