I'll be shutting down soon   Didn't mean to be so let down   I don't know why he left the room   Couldn't keep his attention   I'll be switching off soon   It's never going to happen   Feel like I've been put in my place   A secret admirer for life   The drink in my hand ain't no prop   It's what's left of my collapsing night   Who do I lean my ladder against   To get over my embarrassment   I want him without regret   I want it written in cement   Such a sucker for attention   To wipe the dust off my still life   The drink in my hand ain't no prop   It's what's left of my collapsing night   I'm not moving   I can't calm down   I won't say anything   I won't remember any names   I'm not moving   I can't calm down   I won't remember anything      I'm just going back to bed   Prosecute myself all night   I'm my own biggest threat   Said nothing wrong but I can't get it right