I've got a ruby red desire   Like a virus like my last hope      I've got a ruby red desire   I've got to hear the red bird sing   I've got to rip this cord   And rinse this lazy blood   Clear a path and walk away      I've been waiting for the sky to fall   I've been worried I could lose it all   I've been waiting for the safety net   Tell myself that I'm not ready yet      And every memory's a dream   And each uncertainty reminds me why   I saw a kid outside playing by a moongate   Making paper things that fly      I've been waiting for the sky to fall   I've been worried I could lose it all   I've been waiting for the safety net   Tell myself that [m not ready yet      I want to live ...      I've been waiting for the sky to fall   I've been worried I could lose it all   I've been waiting for the safety net   Tell myself that I'm not ready yet      I want to live ...