I hear string in songs when they're not thereI see things in darkness when i'm scaredI feel cold out when it's sunnyMake a joke and laugh about itFeel like you're a moving targetWish all this had never startedCut my hair and then I cut my skinHurt myself instead of hurting himFeels like it's a nightmare I'm inSay one thing and think anotherStay in bed cos you're not botheredPray that it will soon be overHe told you that he loved you he'd stay with youoh you're a fooldon't believe what people say they never stay anywayHe kissed me and then he stayed the nightI can't see that things could work out rightseems as if I'll mess up some wayHold his hand the world seems all newUnderstand things when he's near youNow he's gone it all seems untrueHe left her he said he cared that he'd be therewhen you're scared(Dont believe what those people say it's lies anyway)I don't think they will/ I just can't sit stillFunny kind of ill/ I don't wanna think about itShowed me that your love/ but it's not enoughI can't ever trust/ I don't wanna think about itYou're there by my side/ then I asked you whyCould it be you lied?/ I don't wanna think about it.My phone rings but there's no one there (hello?)All my dreams have vanished in thin airWas it real when you said you'd careOnce you kissed or did you dream it?Bought a gift but he's not seen itHow'd you know he didn't mean it?When he's gone it all goes wrongSmashed up your home now you're aloneAll of what you said/ goes round in my headwhen i lie in bed/ i don't wanna think about iti'm too paranoid/ you could get annoyed/so did other boys/ i don't wanna think about it.heard it all before/ gets to be a boreGod my head is sore/ I don't wanna think about it