I stood and watched the ocean breathe   For the millionth time it swallowed me   I care not to feel I'm dying      Flash back to what you did to me!   Flash back to what you said to me!   Did your work   I can't touch, I can't feel      My sanity is breaking   Sweat dripping, mind racing   There's nothing left to lose (Except you)   Erase you   You gave me lies         It tears a hole inside you (lies)   Where light will never find you (lies)   Abuse yourself (lies)   Inject yourself   A broken, brittle boy      It won't leave me alone   Alone!      Flash back to what you did to me   Flash back to what you said to me   Did your work   I can't touch, I can't feel      Reject me!   Why?      Caress my face   Only to crucify me   I am your slave, fixation pulsing   Punish me      Tie me up   Cut me up   Switch me up   Reopen me   Come alone   Crawl inside   I only want to come in you      Disgust to purify   Kill you a thousand times      It tears a hole inside you (lies)   Where light will never find you (lies)   Abuse yourself (lies)   Inject yourself   A broken, brittle boy      It won't leave me alone   Kill you a thousand times