I've been looking for the questions   To the answers   I've been fed a banquet   Of lies digested with a smile      I'm a captive in a hole   I'm gracious in defeat   Take back the mic   Turn off the light I stole      You're the captain of your soul   The master of your fate   I dreamt of being like you   So pure so clean so whole   I just need one more chance   To rinse my eyes      And wash away my blindness   Wash away my sadness   Wash away my dependence   Wash away my fear   My fear, my fear, my fear      So I can give myself protection   When you put me down   I can deal with disconnection   When I hit the ground      I get resistance to the infection   That you spread around   So I can declare my independence      It's been so long so high   This wall I've climbed   So green so blue so real surreal   I'm home, I'm dry, I'm free   I'm free, I'm free   I've washed my hands off future