I cannot grasp this black psychology   my cage's walls are closing in on me   the rage that surfaces is not my soul   it's like a devil taking all control   the violence lives in me and will not leave   like a magician with pain up his sleeve   (chorus)   the sight of god is to unfold   memories untold   for every poem's a rhyme   the joke is father time   on delves in twisted sexuality   substance abuse and immortality   a stark obsession no one else would know   questions unanswered, how far can this go   the walls of torment, my blood's boiling   to break this shell to do what's so obscene   repeat (chorus)