My stomach hurts I can't sleep   What the hell's inside of me   Makes me feel this way   Almost every day   Was it something I did as a hurtful kid?   My payback from way back?   It's the way that it goes      It's such a trip that I can hide how close I am to suicide   Get those records, that's what it's all about   There is nothing more that I can say   I'll save my life for a rainy day   I light a cigarette for all the regret      You're famous to me   You help me breathe   You're famous to me   You're all that I need