ALL MY REAL FRIENDS      See, believe, forget me   My playful thoughts contrive   Nights concede to reckless   Versions of myself   All my real friends gather   Stay my wanting for a shield   I can't see you real      All I hate and all I fear   I bring it back to you, do you feel it   The night is gone and all we get   A picture for a poem, and we lose her   Alledged talk and I can't stop   I'm falling through the gates of resentment      Mine is sworn to think   In contrast of what we really are   Please, hiding thoughts   Life is lost   My turn at hope transpires   All my real friends gather   For their chances to receive   I can't see you real      CHORUS      Bad news on the doorstep   I want to put it away   And I feel like I'm hopeless lost   In this hostile space   Real words escape me, I can't name it      CHORUS