Feeling like you don't exist   Except on the bottom of some hit list   You feel degraded   And so X-rated   You wonder how it ever came to this   Now you're just a gun for hire   You end up feeling like a liar   They give you just enough to hold on   But you used to be so headstrong   Feeling like you lost control   Just on the verge of your own black hole   You feel excited   And once you've tried it   Takes all you got inside to keep a hold   Now you're just a gun for hire   You end up feeling like a liar   They give you just enough to hold on   But you used to be so headstrong   Now you're just a gun for hire   You end up feeling like a liar   They give you just enough to hold on   But you used to be so headstrong   Laying back to just let go   Now you're just a gun for hire   You end up feeling like a liar   They give you just enough to hold on   But you used to be so headstrong   Now you're just a gun for hire   You end up feeling like a liar   They give you just enough to hold on   But you used to be so headstrong