Stepping over two steps closer   I sit around wasting time   Feel like the poster for a self help line   Well me know the truth when we're older      For the first time my whole life   I'm not afraid of feeling alive   For the last time I'm falling behind   Nothing out there will change my mind      Let's start over crimson clover   While these golden nights get colder   If I could I'd press rewind turn on record and leave the past behind   Will we know the truth when we're older      For the first time my whole life   I'm not afraid of feeling alive   For the last time I'm falling behind   Nothing out there will change my mind      When you find me will you remind me   One step closer, two steps closer      For the first time my whole life   I'm not afraid of feeling alive   For the last time I'm falling behind   Nothing out there will change me      For the first time my whole life   I'm not afraid of feeling alive   For the last time I'm falling behind   Nothing out there will change me      For the first time my whole life   I'm not afraid of feeling alive   This is the last time I'm falling behind   Nothing out there will change my mind