I miss you most on winter mornings   As we drift we slip through evenings, whoa   We drive into the cold and dark with fingers crossed   I follow your lies to avoid from getting lost      And all I had was the memory of what was   So let's pretend it never mattered to us   I hope this message finds you well   I never thought I'd live to tell      Just to survive we do what we can   We read the maps and signs and we make the plans   By our design I write it down to get me by   The worst time in my life      And all I had was the memory of what was   So let's pretend it never mattered to us   I hope this message finds you well   I never thought I'd live to tell   What's a dream and what is real? The way I really feel      I hope this message finds you well   I never thought I'd live to tell   What's a dream and what is real?   So let's pretend this is the ending   To the message I've been sending, sending      And all I had was the memory of what was   So let's pretend it never mattered to us   I hope this message finds you well   I never thought I'd live to tell   What's a dream and what is real? The way I really feel      I hope this message finds you well   I never thought I'd live to tell   What's a dream and what is real? The way I really feel