I'm holding a letter that I wrote last night   Trying to remember what it says inside   The words are written but have never been said   Your voice keeps calling in my head   I don't believe it's time      chorus:   But I try to say goodbye   But I feel so lost inside   I dont' know my name and I can't erase   Whats weighing on my mind      It says I'll be leaving on the red eye plane   But I know I'll be coming back again   You've heard this story a thousand times   The song keeps playing in your mind   I'm asking myself why      Chorus      I try to stay awake   I'm trying to write the words   an I'm trying to write the word goodbye      Chorus