A lonely cry for help reaching out for help to anyone   A silent prayer to God to help you on your way   I've been depressed so long   It's hard to remember when I was happy   I've felt like suicide a dozen times or more   But that's the easy way, that's the selfish way   The hardest part is to get on with your life      You're searching in the dark   Clutching at straws to find a way   You take the tarot cards and throw them to the wind   Your questions your beliefs   Your inner thoughts, your whole existence   And if there is a God then answer if you will   And tell me of my fate, tell me of my place   Tell me if I'll ever rest in peace      If you could live your life again   Would you change a thing or leave all the same   If you had the chance again   Would you change a thing at all   When you look back at your past   Can you say that you are proud of what you've done   Now there times when you believe   That the right you thought was wrong      All of my life I have believed   Judgment of Heaven is waiting for me   All of my life I have believed   Judgment of Heaven is waiting for me   Waiting for me   Waiting for me   Waiting for me   Yea yea      All of my life now I have believed   Judgment of Heaven awaits for me   All of my life now I have believed   Judgment of Heaven awaits for me, yea      All of my life I have believed   Judgment of Heaven is waiting for me   All of my life I have believed   Judgment of Heaven is waiting for me   Waiting for me   Waiting for me   Waiting for me   Yea yea   Yea   Yea