I'm where I didn't want to be   A crowded room hiding from you   Pulling shadows off the floor   Hoping that you find me      You can't even find yourself   And I can't even find the key   To get in and out of this mess   Why you, why don't I?      How can I throw it away?   How can I walk away?      Where do I go from here now?   Foundation rocked temptation   You've given me a reason   Haunting you taunt my time      I think of you, I sigh   I think of this, I cry   I think of nothing   And I'm fine   This is going to be   A long goodbye      How can I throw it away?   How can I walk away?   Rematch starting over   Seeing it up closer   For sure it's not the right thing   But I believe it's somthing   How can I throw it away?      About timing   Is it mine yet?   I'm still finding   We're not there yet      How can I throw it away?   (Taking down my own strength)   How can I walk away?   (It's been a life time making it the right time)   Rematch starting over   Seeing it up closer   For sure it's not the right thing   But I believe it's somthing   How can I throw it away?