I don't know how I'll get by without you?   I'll be wrecked, I'll be ruined   I don't know how I'll get past tomorrow?   I bet I'll be broken open wide      I don't think I told you, I feel terrible   I've been sitting in this chair since Sunday   In the same clothes with unwashed hair   Nothing moving, I feel unusual      Holy Moses, I've been hanging over   Holy Moses, I've been burned like a cigarette   Oh Jehovah, I've been thrown a bone   And I cannot remember when I was happy      Can you feel my heart beating like a thunder ball?   Can you hear every sound, I'm making?   In the darkness without breathing   Nothing moving, I feel peculiar      I don't know, I can't tell if I am myself?   If I was a good girl, would I be here?   If I was so stupid then what was, what you did?   You were not a good thing for me      Holy Moses, I've been hanging over   Holy Moses, I've been burned like a cigarette   Oh Jehovah, I've been thrown a bone   And I cannot remember when I was happy, happy, happy      I don't know, I can't tell if I am myself?   I don't know, I can't tell if I am myself?   I don't know, I can't tell if I am myself?   I don't know, I can't tell if I am myself?