I lost all my thoughts of angels in an aspirin billboard          Walking down 16th street, hit the cross street Catatonia    I wish I had the strength to do your drugs, it must take strength       This life inside is hard to bring outside          Now you turn and cross the corner       Cold sweat, think of what's for dinner    Think I should be thinking deeper, this is your excuse to go outside    I'm sick not hungry, sick of people starved for love          I keep creating errands to take to people to talk to me       But still nothing human, money changes hands is all       This world's a broken record skipping on the call with no response             This is what you've been working towards          After all this time...think you'd learn    This punishment is your reward    When you got your wish bridges were burned       What are you taking so hard and why?             And are you giving anything back?       You made your life, now live in it    Misgiving isn't just another form of giving, is it?    Learning how to live without her          The one who gave you thirty chances    All of which you promptly blew          If up to you, you'd die to not offend       To not offend.