She left me there in the garage   staggering from the barrage   she waltzed away as my face fell   chalk another sucker to the list she's making      he laughed at me from up above   tucked away with his new love   all I wanted was to tell him what she meant to me   but he gave me nothing      that was when snow fell in october   don't be that Judas   please remember   sympathy beats apathy so bleed compassion      that was the day I truly lost her   he was the Judas   such a coward   I'll erase my memory   forget what happened      some things we can't do ourselves   pennies into wishing wells   she turned awkward silence into painful laughter      you know I'd do the same for you   yet you rolled how the heartless do   I was so much better to you   but I wish I wasn't      that was when snow fell in october   don't be that Judas   please remember   sympathy beats apathy so bleed compassion      that was the day I truly lost her   he was the Judas   such a coward   I'll erase my memory   forget what happened      maybe there's truth in the claim I'm selfish   but I'm not crazy   my name and a heart on the back of your arm   still freshly inked and scabbing   when you said forever   I guess you meant a week