It's been close to a year since we spoke last   You haven't changed   And now you're talking into my right ear   What happened when you ran off   With that friend or yours   Or was she useful?      Bet on your life you can't    Remember when the clouds   Sang out that soft chant   the one you thought you had   And the one you thought was yours   Now you've come to adore, to a door...      ..Panic under pressure cooker   Thoughts lead me dying sooner   Rough mouth fits make you calm   You thought all the while   You were smarter