From now on there's an abscence of smile      Foul voices welcome me to loneliness   Graceful tunes on her lips have now ceased   This winter's here to surpass all the hopes   And dreams succumb to nightmares and freezing air      Now lonely is my road, path paved with bitter thoughts   Conception of beauty excluded from this heart   Within closed doors no-one speaks, behind barred windows no soul lives   As I walk the soil beneath my feet is crumbling...      She was my sun and now the light has faded away   Night condensing around me, leading astray   Shining image torn down, remembrance of her fades   Left but anguish and shame to haunt me in the shades      Should I be content with the memory of the life I had?   Or is the Hell knowing what we could have beome?   - Quite indifferent as the tides of time have now turned   And the past is buried in a drift of whirling snow      ...White sheet covering all things left behind...      And from now on there's an abscence of hope...      She was my sun and now the light has faded away   Night condensing around me, leading astray   Shining image torn down, remembrance of her fades   Left but anguish and shame to haunt me in the shades      So be it, perdition is my home,   Since the day it all came down