Who do you think you are?   and what is your answer base   becareful cause everything can change   head up   matter of seconds all off   your recollections might   become all that you've got left      It feels like fear   like someone slapped me in the face   and then punched me in the stomach   my securicty erased   its like alone with one subitual impulse   has no subject   no object   just a rest without a pulse   And I want to do it all again      Dumbstruck and disenchanted   I won't take anything for granted   that was the worst mistake I made, I made   harmless remarks   for example these   wet behind the ears and weak behind the knees   well they all never seem that harsh   a simple call for concern   but now it hurts so much   its the hardest way to learn,   its the hardest way to learn      Promise   whatever happened to you   take care   ambition and put it all into his mouth   nooooooooooo   theres somedays I can't get out of bed   cause im reminded what it's like to doubt you      Whenever another second passes   and I'm expected to be some merry god of strength   but lets hope I make it through this week      its feels like fear   like someone slapped me in the face   and then punched me in the stomach   my security erased   its like alone with one subitual impulse   has no subject   no object   just a rest without a pulse   I want to do it all again   I want to do it all again   and I'm gonna do it all again   again, again, againnnn