You don't really love me I might as well be free   Everytime I need you you're with someone else not me   When I need a shoulder it's a pillow I cry on   So if I must be lonely then I'd rather be alone   You are never with me at least that's how it seems   The only time I hold you in my arms is in my dreams   I already used to having you away from home   So if I must be lonely I'd rather be alone   I know my heart is gonna break but I won't let it die   I know a million tears will fall and I'll be the first to cry   You can't hurt me anymore you might as well go on   Cause if I must be lonely then I'd rather be alone