I've got myself to blame for this   I've tried to compensate for everything I'm not   And every face forgotten   You felt the sun warming your bed   You looked so quintessential pressed against that cross   In the face of what was lost   Still I'm not asking much of me   And you're ignoring the matter...      You'll shut me up and bleed me dry   Cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle   If nothing else matters, then   I will die trying   Thinking about you and I      Three years on Friday since we met   You felt that existential kiss upon your neck   How could we forget that?   Still I'm through acting like this feels right   And that nothing else matters      You'll shut me up and bleed me dry   Cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle   If nothing else matters, then   I will die trying   Trying not to think about you...   Yeah      It's on yourself and no one else   It's on yourself and no one else   But without hindsight   I guess it serves me right      You'll shut me up and bleed me dry   Cheap champagne and a disappearing lifeline   If nothing else matters   Then I will die trying   Thinking about you and I      Shut me up and bleed me dry   It's only a matter of time   Cheap champagne and a complicated lifestyle   It's only a matter of time   Santi