This sickness it burns inside me   It sticks in my throat I'm gonna choke I cannot speak   Besides it runs the fear of the unknown   Could this be some reckoning   Wrath for wrong I've done, comin' back to haunt me   The God I have denied his power shown   But now I can't protest although defiant heart it pounds deep in my chest   I know that this will have it's way with me   For now I choose to go   I know it's just the mind tryin' to interrupt my flow   Intentions all fall down   My soul has died   Now, this will not die they warned me in church when I was young I could rely   If there's a god, he's one I've never seen   & now I just lament   Did not held the threat I played the cards that I've been dealt   Like putting out the fire with gasoline   For when I used I lose won't face the fear of life without something abused   That now I'm forced to find another way   My show your final show   A homicide I tried to warn, you should have known   Now I'll take you with me   Show you my pain   Feed the need it's not greed, I figure so what   Can you fix the hole   That resides deep in this gut   I'll fix myself whatever it takes I cannot wait   Come & get it, come & get it, get some   I feed the need that twists my mind   Time & time again blah blah blah come & get it