And I don?t know   This could break my heart or save me   Nothing?s real   Until you let go completely      So here I go with all my thoughts   I?ve been saving   So here I go with all my fears   Weighing on me      Three months and I?m still sober   Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers   But I know, it?s never really over      And I don?t know   I could crash and burn but maybe   At the end of this road   I might catch a glimpse of me      So I won?t worry about my timing   I wanna get it right   No comparing, second guessing   No, not this time      Three months and I?m still breathing   Been a long road since those hands   I left my tears in but I know   It?s never really over, no, wake up      Three months and I?m still standing here   Three months and I?m getting better, yeah   Three months and I still am      Three months and it?s still harder now   Three months I?ve been living here without you now   Three months, yeah, three months      Three months and I?m still breathing   Three months and I still remember it   Three months and I wake up      Three months and I?m still sober   Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers