Oh baby, baby please   I feel an urgent need to apologize   I did a terrible thing in a terrible dream   And now I can't look you in the eye      It started:   We were out on a date   When you turned to say,   "I gotta tell you something odd   I know I said we'd get married   But I'm already married"   And that's when you laughed so hard      So I turned and swung   I woke in a shock   My nails digging blood from the base of my palms      It's just that people are so fickle   They fall in love at different angles   So really I could lose you just as quickly   as I've gotten you   And that's the kind of thought that   makes me nervous   And worried if you'll really think I'm worth it   When the rush wears off and you're left with   this busted person   But if you tell me you will   I will do what I can to believe it      So baby all this things that I've seen   Last night while asleep   This morning, they're messing with me   And now I'm anxious as hell   And looking for help   Something pleasant and painless   Some story to tell   With a throughline of calm   That could stop me from being myself      'Cause all I think is how I wanna be your fever   Just to know I make you heated   'Cause I worry you might see me more like a blanket   Who's there for comfort and for cover   From the glare of former lovers   All that passion that kissed you and bit you   'til you were devoured   And I'd like to get better 'cause thinking   like this is torture      And if I can't stop it you'll get sick of   bearing crosses   And you'll jump to cut your losses   You'll go get quarantined somewhere far   from me   Where it's much less dangerous   But maybe if I wake up and quit dreaming   I can shake the shit I'm fearing   And I can feel like I'm just freaking out   for no good reason   I'll tell you what:   If there's a line I can cross, once I get there,   I'm not ever leaving