I think maybe I should make up my mind   About all things that I've gone through   And I rather have these walls bare   Then hang them with the memories   Just like I hung my sympathy      With the noose around it's neck pulled tight    The night you called, and said   And said you missed me   What a liar   And I know you're no good   And you'll never be, you'll never be      [Chorus:]   I will stare until my eyes go red   And my dreams will be abstract again   Or so I hope, just so I know that   It's a dream      And I will take my time   Or at least that's what I'm telling myself today   'Cause tomorrow's another story   Hell in an hour   I can change my mind      Cause I'm another shoulder   Just waiting for a lonely tear   There's no happy ending   And no, it doesn't get to me      [Chorus]      I will stare until my eyes go red   There's no time, to pretend   That this doesn't get to me   That this doesn't get to me      There's no happy ending   Or at least one that is real enough   That is real enough